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The picture you
see of Hank Williams Jr. and myself was taken at Skull’s Rainbow
Club on Printer’s Alley, a row of honkytonks and bars near the
original Grand Ole Opry in downtown Nashville, TN.
I had come from
North Carolina, forsaking all to fulfill my dream of becoming a
star.
After years of
performing on the club circuit and opening shows for Sawyer Brown,
the Oak Ridge Boys, Charlie Daniels and others, I was unable to
escape the nagging feeling that something was missing in my life. I
had grown up going to church, and when I was thirteen I professed
faith in the Lord, was baptized and became a church member, but my
life didn’t change. I went right back to being the same boy, with
the same dreams. I believed my musical talent was from God, but I
planned to use it to become rich and famous. The Bible says when you
are truly born again, your life will change,
“Therefore,
if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature, old things are passed
away; behold, all things are become new.” (2 Corinthians 5:17)
I was
not a new person; there was no real change in my life. The Bible
also says a true Christian will have a love for the Word of God. The
Psalmist wrote,
“O
how love I thy law! It is my meditation all the day.” (Psalm
119:97)
I did
not have that love.
I
continued to travel and perform, and along with my lifestyle came
drug and alcohol use. As a result, I began to find myself in places
and situations that had taken me a long way from the things I had
been taught as a boy.
In
January, 1998 my friend Skull was murdered in his own club. During
his funeral and in the days following, I began to wonder, “Where
will I go when I die?” Little did I know my brother, his family,
his home church and others around the country had been praying for
me for many years. In response to their prayers, the Lord helped me
find the answer. As I began to study the Bible, I learned that it
clearly teaches what I already knew to be true; I was a sinner.

“For
all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God.” (Romans
3:23)
I
read that because of my sin, I deserved to go to hell,
“For
the wages of sin is death.” (Romans 6:23)
The
wages (payment) for sin is death, which means separation from God
forever. I found out that my good deeds were useless to save me,
"....and
all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags" (Isaiah 64:6)
The
only way to heaven was to turn from my sins and repent,
“The
Lord is... not willing that any should perish, but that all should
come to repentance.”
(2Peter 3:9)
I really
struggled with this because I realized it would mean giving up my
dream. Not only did I have to
repent, I had to believe. The Bible says,
"Believe
on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved." (Acts 16:31)
I
realized there was nothing I could do to save myself and Jesus
Christ was my only hope, for He said,
“I
am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father,
but by me.” (John 14:6)
On
March 10, 1998 at 12:30 a.m., I knelt in my apartment, broken before
God, and asked His forgiveness for my sins as I placed my trust in
Jesus Christ as my Saviour. At that moment I became a child of God!
Born
Again! I had a change of address! I was traveling a new road! From
Printer’s Alley to the King’s Highway!
“But
as many as received Him, to them gave He power to become the sons of
God, even to them that believe on His name.” (John 1: 12)
What
a joy and peace I have, knowing without a doubt that if I died
today, I would spend eternity in heaven.
It’s not because of anything I have done, but because of
what Christ did for me on the cross.
“For
by grace are ye saved through faith, and that not of yourselves: it
is the gift of God: not of works, lest any man should boast.”
(Ephesians 2:8-9)
How
about you? Which road are you on? Do you see yourself as I saw
myself, a sinner in need of a Saviour? Is there any reason you
couldn’t trust Christ right now?
“...now
is the day of salvation.” (2 Corinthians 6:2)
You
can call on the name of the Lord by praying something like this:
Dear
Lord Jesus, I know I am a sinner and I need to be saved. I believe
Jesus died and rose again for me. Lord, I turn from my sin and turn
to you. In the best way I know how, I do trust your death on the
cross as payment for my sins. Thank you for saving me. In Jesus
name, Amen.
Did you pray to
receive Christ? Did you mean it with all your heart? If your
answer is yes, welcome into the family of God. There is rejoicing in
heaven right now for the Bible says,
“...there
is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that
repenteth.” (Luke 15:10)
If
you have made a decision for Christ please let me know so I can
rejoice with you. I also urge you to find a good, Bible believing
church and begin attending faithfully, so that you might grow in
your new walk with God.
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